A Window Into My Life

So it’s been a while since I have written anything here. I decided to give my readers a peek into the window of my life. So I just turned 35. I am grateful to be alive.

However I am still single. It is wonderful and difficult sometimes. I lead a fairly routine life. Meaning I pretty much visit the same places a lot. I am embarrassed to admit I did try an online dating website. It was a joke. I also get chat requests on Instagram that usually I don’ t respond too. Mostly because I’ve been burned on the internet one to many times. I think also it is because I am old fashioned. I would rather talk face to face. I hope my dream guy is out there. There is so much advice on relationships out there. We need discern to weed out the trash from the treasure. Waiting is both beautiful and painful at times.

Sometimes I wonder if I am too picky. I want God’s best and I am not willing to settle.

Although there are days when I long for companionship more than anything. Then there are days that I am very glad for this season of singleness. Maybe I’ll start taking applications. Must love Yahshua (Jesus’s Jewish name) with all his heart. I want a long term meaningful relationship. A life long friendship to build upon. A hand to hold, and a warm embrace to lean into. Someone who knows how to have fun, but also knows when to be serious. I just want someone to live with. Live is to precious waste. I want to live life to the fullest and love without limits. I need him to love Abba because then I know he will know how to treat me right. Actions speak louder words. You can’t say what you think I want to hear but, you will need to show me. Well I guess we will see where this saga goes. To be continued maybe…………